I’m myself again, they stopped injecting me yesterday. I wish I could say this is a good thing, but with out the drugs Jessica has the upper hand. I can only hold her off for so long, and she’s already hurt so many people. If I wasn’t so sexy, I might have considered committing suicide, but thou shall not waste! Especially bodies like mine!
That psycho shrink of mine wants me to let her out to have a little chat. Sooner or later, with out the drugs, it will happen, and if she gets her neck snapped because of it whose fault will that be? If they just kept me sedated everything would be fine!
On top of that, I’m still worried about D.L and Micah. D.L isn’t experienced! How will he know how to take care of such a whiny little weenie like our son? How will he know how much aloe Vera to apply on his burns? How long to leave Micas Leap Frog bedtime music player on? He won’t, and it really worries me!
Micah is fragile boy, prone to sudden sissy fits and tantrums. Maybe spending more time with his dad will toughen him up. He may know my dirty little secret but he has some of his own! Most boys don’t wake up at six in the morning every Saturday to watch Totally Spies.
I’m prepared to spend the rest of my life here to protect my family, but if I have to be here I want to feel happy about it. I miss my shots! I miss my sheep! And sometimes, I even miss my web cam! If I could just spends five minuets doing my thing I’d be so much more relaxed. I can’t remember the last time I took off my clothes in front of someone because I wanted to. I really miss my job. I don’t know if I’ll ever get rid of Jessica and have full control over myself again! But Micah really needs D.L as a male role model in his life. Maybe this is all for the best.
